Oh mama!! I feel you and I'm so sorry!! This was a brilliant way to get some pent up shit out. Fun fact- I got my tonsil taken out in 1987. No, that wasn't a typo- you read that right. Tonsil, as in one. Yep. I almost bled out and required blood transfusions and woke up on a breathing machine in ICU. So yeah, tonsillectomies are total mother fuckers. But I lived to tell about it, and so will your kiddo! Good luck!